Everyone has one so here is mine!!!

First I want to start off by saying......this is only me venting! I feel like I have the right to vent! I'm not being devious it's just enquiring minds want to know.

I'm confused as hell! How come I got voted off???? Let's start with sweet lil Andy....she says it was because I was tired!!! Hell yeah I was tired!!! After my workout last night I was on my way home and bam....transmission fluid was everywhere. From the time I broke down, walked the interstate and had someone to pick me up it was 2 hours. Get that.....2 hours on the interstate between 8:00 & 10:00 last night. As much as I like Andy, girl just come out and say it. You were worried. I have thick skin, I understand it is a competition. I was in second place to you with overall percentage and getting rid of me was just easy. If it would have been you in the bottom 2 I would have voted you off because you were one ahead of me. Come on......TIRED? Everyone on this team was tired at some time or another but they were not voted off for it. I admire you and really want you to do your best....but at the same time I want you to quit hiding behind others. JUST DO IT!! Don't worry about what anyone else thinks. YOU BE YOU! I do appreciate all of your support....heck we have a crying video showing it. LOL! Thanks for the kind words. I will miss you like crazy.

Again confused...............Lindsay what nice things you had to say about me. I really did appreciate it. You told me yourself I had a target on my back because of the weight I had lost previously. So to you I have to stand up and applaud because you were the only one that kept it real and told people how you felt. You gave me a run and made me hump that much more. I did everything I could not to be in that bottome 2. What I don't understand is you specifically told me that I was out the door when it was Michella and I in the bottom 2 (let's remind everyone I was not suppose to be in bottom 2 because they screwed up my weight) newho...but when it was changed to Michella and Jeanne you voted for Jeanne because Michella had the most weight to lose and Jeanne was not a threat to you. So my question is......combined weight I had lost more than Amanda she was the bigger of the two of us......she like Michellas was the bigger but she did not get voted off, so I'm assuming you don't think at this time Amanda is a threat? I don't know just asking. I guess I am just confused about your whole stategy thingy. Whatever it is run with it..it seems to be working for you.

Momma Tina........heck I don't know about you.......Karson & Kennedy ask me one day on the phone "if I didn't win who would I like to see win?" I said you....simply because you were showing everyone up. Heck you could have thrown me a bone............I had already lost because of the two votes from Andy & Lindsey. Watch your back your next because you are a threat. LOL!!!

I want all of you to know.....I am not mad.....heck it's a competition and a damn fine one at that. I had lots of fun with all of you guys and would do it all over again, but play it a lot smarter. The one thing I am very upset and disappointed about is how people acted. First week everyone excited cuz they lost alot of weight. Myself had only lost 3 lbs but I still stood up and congratulated everyone. Second week same thing. Again, I stood up still congratulating and rooting for everyone! Third week I'm the biggest loser and I'm treated like I have a disease. Everyone upset and crying cuz they might be in the bottom 2 OMG if the radio folks could have seen some of the way people acted that day! Not one single person congratulated me except Michella. Amanda did write a nice note on her blog, but nothing is as soothing as having someone come up to you and congratulate you. Not one........everyone just seemed to be into themselves. This is when the team stopped being a team! A couple of people had heart to heart talks w/ Kelly & Brian and then the next day come to me and said congrats but only after they expressed their strong feelings about how it wasn't fair. I don't know call me crazy, As a team I wouldn't think you would have a problem with congratulating me. I always made sure I congratulated everyone and told them how proud. Walking up to you and blogging about it. The one person I didn't expect anything at all from was Niki {from the other team}and she blogged about me all day long. She did more for me than my own team. Moving on.....last week due to a foul up with the weight loss...I was in the bottom 2 by mistake...you have to know what battles to choose, so I just went with it. Thanks to Jeanne I was saved. I still congratulated everyone. Told them not to worry about me...if you had to vote me out I understood its a competition....everyone saying "we are a team nothing personal" "we are all gonna have to go someday" "lets all just do our best" ..well blah blah blah....I took it personal when my own team didn't even so much pick up the phone to see how I was doing after the big Vote. Were you embarrassed because you voted me off. WHY? It's a competition. I have waited so long today to post this blog just to see how "my team" would react. As expected it was exactly that. It's sad to say.......I got phone calls from the FOOD FIGHTERS!! They all told me to keep it up.....they all told me they were sad to see me go...........but nothing from my own team. HOW'S THAT FOR TEAM??? We were all fighting for the same prizes its no big deal but damn show some compassion. I did get a call from Michella her and I have decided to become garage buddies and do our thing. We will send you pics! LOL!



Now as far as workouts...........YES I want to be there..........yes.....it cost lots of gas money. It doesn't mean I was just after $5000.00 cuz that's not the case. I just need to rest a day or two and then I will be back. HA HA Andy...I had a nice big Mexican meal with all of the trimmings for lunch today. I'm not going back to that life style, but it was nice to reward myself for all of my hard work. You guys keep rocking it!!!